Sometimes you just wonder whether there is someone in this world who is meant for you. Someone who thinks you’re interesting, lovable and is attracted to you. The idea seems so far fetched that you don’t believe if that’s even possible. That you deserve someone like that, and in reality you would actually meet someone like that. You feel out of place as that’s the one thing that actually matters. You’re just in love with the idea of that person, so much so that, there is a sense of commitment with the idea.
You keep searching for this love, pray to God seeking a way out, just a ray of hope and assurance that it has a slight possibility. Then you meet a person who is close to what you think is perfect, you are made aware of the fact that such a person exists. But more often than not, that person doesn’t feel the same. It’s like teasing a hungry person with food and not let him eat. This is even worse than not knowing that such a person exists. Because now you can see it but can’t have it.
Then in all that frustrating search, when you just wish to quit, a charming person, someone who is a way lot better than the idea of a perfect match comes along. You know it in your heart that this person is way out of your league, but you still want to go all in. Once you break the ice and start to talk you realise that she’s much more amazing than what you thought.
Now you’re awestruck because this person thinks you’re interesting, lovable and near perfect for her. This seems next to impossible, whether it is all a lovely dream or an illusion. But every passing day assures that this is true. You start falling for her even more, everytime you think about her and talk to her. To you’re surprise, she starts to fall for you too. It all seems like a grand master plan of God to make us live our separate lives so that one day out of no where we meet.
From the day you start talking, everything that happened starts to make sense. You start to feel like no one can love you the way she does and you can’t love anyone the way you love her. You realise that there can be no better person than her, because she’s just perfect. Within no time your life has changed, like you imagined it to be when you wanted to fall in love, and it’s so much more. She becomes your world, she matters the most. Your day starts and ends with her, your world revolves around her and she becomes part of every thought.
A divine affair starts when you first see her, when you hold her hand. In her presence you realise that what exactly was missing in life, and that’s not just a feeling or awareness, it’s her sheer existence. Every moment, every thought, every action, every emotion, every smile, every tingling feeling of missing her and a lot lot more. You’re made aware that she is a divine blessing. The answer to every prayer. The concept of love is defined where you love her for being her. An affair that is so pure, true, and sublime. You love to love her and love the way she loves you. A love story never seen or heard of, truly a happily ever after..
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